thank you that you are here

because of this rain, darknes, cold and that i have to learn
i feel like it was winter

polish family in 4th reiss

yes. this is hardcore













all pictures by alberto, thank you that you made them!!! so finally, after crazy time and crazy trips we are back home... two copubooks wait to be skanned, some things are mierda, some are worth publishing... good to be home. i wanna make a zine, not learn to my stupid exam!!! anyway, i wont write more, cause i am tired and may write bullshit, wait for the drawings kids!ok so i am a kitchy tourist who while leaving barcelona had to go and say goodbye to sagrada familia ;) i totally regret that i was such a scroudge who didnt want to pay 8 euro for going inside... and now i saw some pics in the internet and fuck, it was really worth it... but i will have a reason to come back at least. other one is a kitchy fountain that sings queen´s songs and has many crazy lights and stuff... we wanted to see that with gosia and daria but we came to late... and then we went to this great squat near beautiful hospital, and met lots of cool people, like one crazy biker and old friend from last holidays, but then again had to leave to get the key to our flat... fuck! the best fun starts when we´re leaving ;) but i am sure we will enjoy bilbao as well, or even more. well, they are witing for us already :)
so we got to freaks finally which is a 3 parts shop with comic, artbooks and movies. awesome. so many stuff and so various and really i could take half of the shop with me.the one above was the best and first i saw, unfortunatelly in spanish, but some parts i understand and its a challenge! ove stories ofcaurse, and as you can giess from the title - with not the best ending...
this one is also in spanish but for kids, so easy to understand. a sotry of a small girl in a castle while storm. and dad doesnt take care of her well....;)
this one is less exciting but still is good. it is about a boy who goes for dates with ex girlfriends and can not decide which to choose. it is drawn in funny way, i like it but after half i got borred with all stories , or maybe i should say, one and the same story all the time;)
and this is what i did after reading it all, really i am not satisfied, i was hoping for inspiration and what??? crap!!! and boredom all around...
it is so strange outside, like about to rain but nothing happens and low preassure and melting from boredom....blahhhhhhhhhh....
ok. so after a lot of mess in my head i gues i can say that i do have a boyfriend. i realised yesterday that i dont have such a huge problem with saying that anymore and i even miss that arschloch... so this was a real break through in my life, took my half a year to understand it....
...but still i am afraid a bit will it be ok, wont i hurt anymone, wont i mess anymore and stuff... so much responsibility... but i will try, i promise...
but as you see i am tought haha
