thank you that you are here
because of this rain, darknes, cold and that i have to learn
i feel like it was winter
polish family in 4th reiss
yes. this is hardcore
ok so i am a kitchy tourist who while leaving barcelona had to go and say goodbye to sagrada familia ;) i totally regret that i was such a scroudge who didnt want to pay 8 euro for going inside... and now i saw some pics in the internet and fuck, it was really worth it... but i will have a reason to come back at least. other one is a kitchy fountain that sings queen´s songs and has many crazy lights and stuff... we wanted to see that with gosia and daria but we came to late... and then we went to this great squat near beautiful hospital, and met lots of cool people, like one crazy biker and old friend from last holidays, but then again had to leave to get the key to our flat... fuck! the best fun starts when we´re leaving ;) but i am sure we will enjoy bilbao as well, or even more. well, they are witing for us already :)
and this is what i did after reading it all, really i am not satisfied, i was hoping for inspiration and what??? crap!!! and boredom all around...
it is so strange outside, like about to rain but nothing happens and low preassure and melting from boredom....blahhhhhhhhhh....
ok. so after a lot of mess in my head i gues i can say that i do have a boyfriend. i realised yesterday that i dont have such a huge problem with saying that anymore and i even miss that arschloch... so this was a real break through in my life, took my half a year to understand it....
...but still i am afraid a bit will it be ok, wont i hurt anymone, wont i mess anymore and stuff... so much responsibility... but i will try, i promise...
but as you see i am tought haha